Have you ever felt like you’re being crushed by a ton pound snake? Like your insides are melting and your thoughts are so scattered that you can’t make sense of up or down? Or maybe it’s more like someone’s stabbing you repeatedly? Possibly even twisting the knife in your lungs?
Maybe you’ve thought “I’ll never be good enough for -insert pronoun here-” and suddenly you felt like you were being drowned in an inky black sea of nothingness?
Words strung together beautifully can do no help in describing something so severe. Yet we try to do it every day.
I think I’m feeling this way again.
I’ve still got to work on the back and bomb it with glitter when I get the money but I think I can safely say I’m proud of this (sorry I look like shit hence why I’m trying to hide haha)
Ohey look it’s the cutie.
And that Jacket looks slick yo.
That moment when you get on your personal after like, months of abandoning it and find Ashe being a dorrrrrrk in your inbox.
I feel like I’m falling, the reddening skies passing me by while I wade in the clouds and wonder why I jumped.
Taking a chance and figuring what the hell, I lept from the bar and thought I could fly. I wonder if hitting the ground will hurt as badly as being shot down from my perch by my own ambition.
Balthizar reaction pt2
Balthizar reaction pt1